I am a believer and
disciple of the Lord Yeshua, the only begotten son and anointed of God. Though
I have traced possible Jewish roots in my genealogy, I am a Gentile. This means
that I am not a Jew. I was raised in a God-fearing home where we tried to
follow the Ten Commandments. Our Sabbath
was Sunday, but in my early childhood we
did not attend Church. My father and mother read us kids bible stories and sang
simple songs about Jesus. Before special meals, we gave thanks to God and at
bedtime we said a simple prayer.
After
moving to the small farm town of Creighton, Missouri, we did find a Church, a
true family of believers that walked by faith in love and service to God and
their fellows, a very hospitable group. My dad, mom, brother and I were
baptized in the quarry, the closest swim hole open to the public with water
clean enough for emersion. Everyday life was work, play, education, some
entertainment—our
local rodeo, ice cream socials, caroling in the winter, hayrides, and riding
horses— and
gatherings of both the Church Family and the community (most were Christians of
only a few different protestant denominations) as a whole. We worshiped God in gospel songs and listened
to the Pastor preach his sermon, and then went to Sunday school. There was
bible school during the summer. Every kid in town went to at least one of the four
offered, many all. How simple was
my life and faith back then. My limited knowledge of Jews was what I read in
the bible and in a book called Pia Goes
to the Holy Land, also from the movie Fiddler
on the Roof, but I knew that I loved them. They were God’s Chosen people.
Chosen for what I did not understand.
In my teens, we
moved to Texas, living with my grammie. The church we attended had the same
name, but was far different in spirit. I felt pretty out of place. Home life
was uncomfortable, six people (my baby sister had joined the family) in a three
room shack. My high school didn’t have much to offer after my junior year, so I
graduated early and took off across the country to Utah (a great time, but a
spiritual tangent) and California where I met my husband Tony, a Jew. My
education about all things Jewish began.
Tony,
our
daughter Sabra, and I moved to Texas, after which my son Jacob was born.
My
children and I attended Church because it was what I knew, and I believe
in Jesus
(nothing will change my faith in Him.) Hopefully, the kids would follow
Him, but I
wanted the them to learn of their Jewish roots. So, I studied
books on Judaism and took a couple classes in Hebrew at the Jewish
Community
Center. It was there that I met some Jewish followers of Yeshua (Jesus’
Hebrew
name) the Messiah and was invited to their Sabbath services. This led to
further studies and a spiritual journey that has deepened my
understanding and
strengthened my love for the Lord. Who would think there would be any
danger in these studies? There is. Legalistic observance of the Torah is
seductive. I have witnessed the split of a few Messianic congregations
over
Torah observance.
How can we
observe the Torah—the
Old
Covenant, when we were given a new one? Did the New Covenant replace
the
old? If Gentiles are the wild olive branch that has been grafted in to
the
cultivated tree spoken of in the New Testament are we to follow Torah
and believe in Messiah? Yeshua told us that he did not come to do away
with the Torah (Law), but to
fulfill it. He admonished us to obey His commandments, but according to
whose interpretation? The Ultra Orthodox, the orthodox, the conservative
Jews. Do we seek to follow our Lord, or to be Jewish? I have sought,
through prayer, clarification from the Holy Spirit.
In the wee hours of the
morning, this question came to me: What does the cultivated tree represent— the Jewish people, the
Torah, or Messiah? (Read Romans 11:11-24) Here is what I perceived:
The tree is the
seed of Abraham, the promised Messiah, who was cultivated through the Torah to
fulfill the Torah, and the wild branch is the offspring of Abraham by faith in
the seed of Abraham. We are not grafted in to be “Jewish.” We are grafted in as
offspring of Abraham to be children of faith in the promised Messiah, who came
first to the Jews, but offered salvation to all who believe in His death on the
cross to pay for sin, and also His resurrection from the dead to give new life,
to be filled with the Holy Spirit and become children of God—even the Gentiles. The
Torah was put to death on the cross. Yeshua’s commandments are fulfilled when
we trust in Him, love God with all we are, and love one another as He loved us,
even unto death.
This is how my family and community lived in Creighton. It
wasn’t overly complicated. We spent time with God, studied his word to keep us
on track, spent time with family, church family, community, sharing, being
helpful in whatever way that we could—especially to those in
need. We enjoyed the wonders of God’s Creation and were thankful for our great
blessings. Even in hard times, we had peace, joy and hope because there was
love, the kind only God can bestow through the indwelling of His Spirit.
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